This year, I finally came to a place where the notion of a perfect and absolute right time and ideal self was too heavy of a burden. For the longest time, it was a reasonable idea. I’d tell myself that I would show this website to people when it had just the right amount of posts, the most compelling writing, when I had finished my art gallery, when I wasn’t this current level of ill, when I once again had a solid social media presence, when I was as close as I could get to being a properly contributing to society able bodied person, when people might give a shit…